Return to Freedom: Gone But Not Forgotten

Return to Freedom’s American Wild Horse Sanctuary is home for the wild horses, wildlife, and other animals who have found refuge here. Their presence creates a transformative quality which touches all who visit. As our cherished friends and teachers move on to greener pastures, we celebrate and honor them and what they taught us.



On the morning of Oct. 8, 2018, we said goodbye to our beloved friend and ambassador Sutter, the palomino stallion with a heart of pure gold. Sutter was 32 years old.

Sutter has carried the dreams of so many and in sharing his story touched the hearts and minds of thousands of people who now know about the beauty, strength, and nobility of the stallion, the American mustang and their fight to survive.

Sutter was one of our greatest teachers and reminds us that when we extend love, we receive it. Sutter was captured from public lands in the Warm Springs area of Nevada when he was about two years old. He suffered extreme abuse as a young colt when he was adopted to a trainer and was returned to BLM, deemed “dangerous,” and was marked as a horse to be destroyed. Luckily a compassionate horsewoman Robin Collins-Keller witnessed his return and was able to adopt the golden colt that day.
With the right environment and communication, Sutter became a trusting and loving mount. He is a testimony to the forgiving nature of horses. Sutter came to live at Return to Freedom’s Wild Horse Sanctuary in 2002. He is a noble representation of the wild horses from the Great Basin made up of largely of breeds that were used for Cavalry horses bred with larger draft horses that arrived from Europe in the 1800s and helped create the big ranchos of the Great Basin.
In 2016 Sutter was named Horse of the Year by The American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals for his work As an ambassador for the dwindling number of horses who deserve our promised protection on public lands.

The following year, Sutter was inducted into the EQUUS Horse Stars Hall of Fame along with four others for their “inspirational and life-changing impact on people.”

Pictures of Our Beloved Sutter


Est. DOB 1984. Captured 1998. Died October 31, 2014.

As we approach the holiday I want to share some sad news, but also gratitude.

Mystic, one of our ambassador stallions left this world to run in the next. He was approximately 30 years old. It is painful to know he is no longer here in the hills, but many of us share 16 years of memories with him and for that time we are forever grateful.

Mystic was one of the first stallions to arrive at Return to Freedom in 1999. He was captured during the total removal of 279 horses from the Hart Mountain National Antelope Refuge in Oregon.

RIP, Mystic. I love you so much. You made this dream a reality. We see you. We honor you.

—Neda DeMayo, Founder, Return to Freedom

Pictures of Our Beloved Mystic


Diamante was a striking, blue-eyed pinto Colonial Spanish mission stallion from the Wilbur Cruce herd. He was born in January of 1997. Diamante was truly a medicine horse and had a generous spirit.

On August 8, 2018, Diamante said goodbye to this world. He had survived a severe colic earlier in July. Thanks to many of our generous donors, Diamante was able to have surgery right away and seemed to be doing very well. He returned from the clinic and was getting stronger. But early in the morning on August 8, he was down again and in a lot of pain. We rushed him to the clinic and they could not get him comfortable to he went into surgery so we could determine what was happening. Unfortunately, he had a segment of his small intestine that was displaced through a small hole in his abdomen. Known as Epiploic Foramen Entrapment, it is one of the most common forms of internal hernia in horses.

Diamante (DeeDee), touched so many of us with his beauty and grand spirit. We miss him very much.

Diamante was a perfect example of the horses brought over by Padre Kino in the 1600s. With his headquarters, The Mission Delores in Sonora Mexico, Kino was responsible for creating 27 missions in the Southwest. Padre Kino was known as “The Priest on Horseback” and for bringing high-quality livestock over from Spain including horses.

In 1885, Dr. Reuben Wilbur bought a small manada of horses (25 mares and 1 stallion) who lived on his ranch in Southern Arizona until 1990. They were left to roam the Cruce ranch, therefore, being exposed to the process of natural selection. In 1990, his great-granddaughter Eva Cruce, sold the ranch and dispersed the horses with the help of equine geneticist Dr. Cothran, Dr. Sponenberg and the American Livestock Breeds Conservancy.

Many went to Robin Collins, Heritage Discovery Center(HDC). In 2002, HDC reached out to Neda DeMayo for help with the conservation of these horses whose DNA showed they go all the way back to the Caspian horses. A small herd was purchased privately by the DeMayo family and they have served as Ambassadors of the original Spanish Mustangs enriching RTF’s educational programs.

Pictures of Our Beloved Diamante


Jacobi is the first foal born to a young Choctaw mare named Francis Ma Con A Qua (Little Bear). Born premature in a torrential rainstorm, this tiny new foal was abandoned by his mother for a few hours after birth. Though new babies generally begin their lives with their herd, Jacobi was shaking with cold and so fragile that RTF staff decided to bring him and his mare into a deeply bedded stall in our vet barn.

We watched them closely and after 5 uncertain days, Jacobi showed signs of improvement and began to walk and run along side his mother. He enjoyed a short but happy life in the Choctaw herd pasture as a healthy and willful young colt. Like his ancestors, who carried the Choctaw and Cherokee people along the Trail of Tears, Jacobi had a strong heart and courageous spirit.


Comanche was a very special, paint mustang that came to the Return to Freedom Sanctuary in 2001. Rescued many years before that by a very special woman named Maggie Dumais, Comanche’s life was not always very happy. He endured many hardships before being rescued.

When Maggie brought him to live out his senior years at our sanctuary, he quickly became a beloved member of the RTF family of horses. He spent his summers grazing and enjoying the company of his herdmates in our south pasture. His incredible kindness and gentle demeanor with children made him the perfect horse for our youth at risk programs. Many young guests had an unforgettable experience grooming and bathing him, walking him or just stroking his soft muzzle.

In February of 2009, Comanche passed in the comfort of his winter paddock, with his best pal Marilyn at his side.


Sonora was one of the original horses discovered and gathered from the Wilbur-Cruce Ranch in Southern Arizona when it was sold in 1990. She was an extremely intelligent and cautious mare who displayed sophisticated leadership ability and was respected within her herd. She passed on her wise and discerning nature to her daughter, Isadora-Cruce.

Sonora died in a fluke lightning storm when Isadora was four years old. After some disorientation, the herd reorganized and Colorada (Ines’s mother) took on the leadership role for the small band.


Wilbur won the heart of everyone who met him, and as he meandered outside our ranch offices and barn area, he easily earned the honorary title of Mayor of RTF.

Wilbur, in younger days, with Cayuse and Cayuse’s mare, Millie.
Wilbur was over 30 years old and lived happily in the rolling hills at Return to Freedom’s Sanctuary since 1999. He was one of Return to Freedom’s first residents and arrived with a mare we named Dignity. Both mustangs were rescued from a feedlot where they were discarded after they had been adopted from the BLM. Just 12 hours before they would have been shipped from the filthy holding pen to the nightmare of a slaughterhouse death, we jumped in. We just wouldn’t let that happen.

Wilbur joined Cayuse’s harem band and was the stallion’s “right hand horse” for over a decade. He would gallantly escort mares to the water trough while Cayuse remained behind and holding court with his other mares.

About 4 years ago, Wilbur began to need more special care and feed, and we brought him to the main barn area where he was often seen free-grazing all day, never straying far from his beloved Antonia, a beautiful senior Spanish mustang mare. With only a few teeth left, Antonia needs to eat feed soaked in warm water.

Over the past two years, Wilbur had a few hard days when he needed some help getting up. Once up, though, he always rallied and would trot off to be near his friends. He stood outside the feed room door while our Equine Manager prepared the special feeds. While she pretended not to notice, he’d take a few bites from everyone’s buckets before heading over to eat his own! This little ritual helped him pick up more weight and he really seemed to enjoy the variety of the morning buffet!

Sadly, one recent Monday he just could not get up. We tried everything we could to get our old friend up one more time, but he just no longer had it in him. As heartbreaking as it was for us, Wilbur had a very peaceful send-off, while gazing at Antonia, standing watch over her soulmate from just a few feet away. All of us who loved him were quietly present as our kind vet helped him leave his failing body. He went instantly and easily, but the tears are still in our eyes.

R.I.P., beautiful boy.

Remembering Some of Our Other Friends, Too